♥ I'll be your PRINCESS & you'll be my PRINCE ♥ {♥}

Saturday, July 17, 2010

For the whole of this month, it seems sooo tiring everyday at work. Due to the overwhelming crowd "I don't know why" I have to be used to it man.

I seldom meet up with bf nowadays after he changed work and we spent lesser time together. He makes the effort to call me up every night and talk to me for that while cause by the time he ends work it was quite late already, I got to head to bed soon by then.
*Nevertheless, no changes to our relationship though:)

Took quite a number of photos on certain occasions but have no time to upload it>< Even if I had the time to do so, I would not turn on the computer and do it.. I would rather spend my time relaxing, watching tv and such. When I reached home after work it was already 8pm or later than that.

Some things to be excited about for me :)

Long annual leave starts on tues all the way to the next monday :D *Yay*
Fun walk at McRitchie Resevoir on 24th July
Walkathon event at Jurong on 25th July
Bonus on the way too :) Hope it will b a big one
Finally decided to put on braces, hope to have it checked next week

I used to envy people with nice bright smiles and straight proper teeth when I was younger, now that I have the ability to have it done and I shall do it. No more hesitation this time round.
You shall see me with nice nice teeth and confident smile in years to come and im excited about it!

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I always had a problem in my heart and in my mind. I told Qin about it, bf knows about it also. I think I might need to see a psychologist.
When I see someone who is better than me who dress up nicer than me whom I think is nicer looking I will feel very "Zi Bei" I don't know what is it in english but something like I felt inferior when I see somebody else like this.

I thought to myself, why is it that they have the same grading as me but why are they earning much more than me. Why do I still have to wear uniform to work and act like a kid while they dont? Why can't I be like them dressing up for work too? Why?????
After that I will get very moody and sad about it. This had been ongoing for years already. After awhile it's alright cause I'll console myself with some other thoughts and then after some time it will come back again.

I told myself, it's okay it's not that bad working in a polyclinic, I get good bonus, I get good medical benefits, I get to see the sad story of old peoples you might not ever see. When people are poor and sick and had got no money with them then only you will realise how sad it was and you will not let yourself be the next one in line.

True enough? Or self decieving?

Forget it I'll stop it then. I'm going to transofrm myself this annual leave. Shall see.
goodnight!

♥Sherlicia signing off :)

10:08:00 PM

Sunday, July 4, 2010

It's been long since I've updated my blog OR even visited my blog ><

Cause I'm lazy to do so and I am busy doing up another blog for something else. *heh*

Even though today is Sunday but I woke up early in the morning to prepare myself for the zoo trip with my working friends :)
It was an enjoyable trip today I can say.

We had our hearty breakfast at Macdonalds before we head to the zoo. Talking about on our way there, I nearly "lost" my tiny life LOL
I almost lie dropping at the exit steps with just a few steps away only. Lucky I was pulled up >< We were so engrossed with the Itouch games and when the bus turns we went "WooooOOoohhhhh" (That was a close one)

Previously I did mentioned that I'm glad my colleagues are all very nice.. Well not all but majority all right..
I somehow felt comfortable hanging out with most of them.. I guess cause they know me better now and vice versa..

In my previous workplace.. I do have colleagues that are very good with me "at that point of time" now they still do keep in contact with me or even think of me :) *Only some* Lol. I don't expect much cause.. It is somehow different.. The place I worked in previously had most of them being part timers who are not really devoted into the work unlike you are working full time. You don't see them everyday and you don't do the same station everyday.

In the current situation is we work the same station in that one month and we definitely see each other almost everyday. All are full timers and are clearly understood of what they need to do and what are their roles and responsibility.

The big difference is the responsibility.. we don't just give a call and said tonight i'm not coming to work anymore :)
This is common in my previous workplace. Which I am so unhappy about but that's beyond my control or what I could even care about.

Glad I no longer had to stay in that kind of working environment already..
Even though I dislike it, I do enjoy my days with my ex-staffs (some of them which I know for some time) enjoyed all the laughter and joy they have brought to me :)
I do miss them

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Set aside work stuff

Last Thursday I actually celebrated my baby's birthday in advanced. Brought him to have a meal at Vienna International Buffet and he did enjoyed it :) The crab vermicilli was awesome *yum yum* This time round I did enjoy a whole round of desserts :D

This year I did not buy him any presents but gave him a birthday card and something more realistic

See I told you he's happy :D

B is now at Msia will be back tomorrow. Shall meet him for another day and wait till the next meet up already cause he is changing job and workplace already.

I'm already used to going to work with him every morning, somebody to accompany me squeezing in the packed train.. Somebody to have breakfast with me :(

It's ok.. Can't be so selfish :) I'm glad after a year and a half we still want to meet up almost everyday :)

Thank you for giving me a guy like him

♥Sherlicia signing off :)

10:40:00 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Yesterday had Sakura with family :D
So full leh!!! :D

Don't be jealous hehe

Recently there's still like so many things I need to do. SO which means on my day OFF for June I might have to complete some of the task first before I can rest! I need to take "injection" for better health :) Need to CUT my hair * I can't bear to do it actually!* regarding cutting hair.. I'll see how first.. :(
Maybe after cutting hair, no more photos posted then.

Might be planning to go to the zoo with my fellow colleagues, probably during June or July month. Got free pass for 4 pax :) Interaction with colleagues huh heheh

Actually i'm pretty glad that most of my colleagues in my workplace is very nice. Not everybody can work well with their colleagues in their new working place. So i'm glad I have good colleagues :D Maybe cause quite a number of them is around the same age or maybe just a difference of a few years that's why.

♥Sherlicia signing off :)

1:57:00 PM