Monday, November 30, 2009
Bb is now in Malaysia... Sometimes I admit when I browse thru certain stuff abt certain ppl I tend to get a little upset about it..
Bb always asked me not to go and look at em if not I will always get upset over it..
I was jus wondering, am I a person which is difficult to get along with? I can say that in my life I have nt found any true frens yet. Sometimes when I think they care abt me I think twice n realize that it wasn't so..
Yes I have my boyfriend with me, but can't I have a true fren too.. I treat certain ppl so good I think of them when I have any occasion on. But I felt that I never once had it back.
I am so tired of keep asking you all to go out or meet out already cos I felt that it's only on my side that I wanted to meet up.. I didn't feel the same way about you too.. I don't wanna b so thick skin it takes two hands to clap..
I know certain ppl may say that it was my own fault that whenever you asked me out I would have no time? But have u ever think whether when I asked if u cud go out u said no?
I'm really not feeling well emotionally.. I do not know when I'll find my true fren but lucky I have my guy by my side.
Or maybe I should just disappear and live my own life letting nobody to get in touch with me until you met me on the street one day?
Not that I have not try before.. Some of my frens would know..
I wanna private my blog one day n deactivate my fb..
I should just say serve me right shirley..
Just remember this
many people walk in and out of your life
Some may just be passerby leaving fainted footprints behind
Some may stay and warm your heart
So always remember as long as you still have your family and loved ones with you, you should be contented with what you have..
♥Sherlicia signing off :)
8:39:00 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I received a message from a basturd yesterday.
I saw it in my Facebook Inbox and ohh I was thinking just stop your stupid crap.
Don't be such an asshole please.
Fcuking saw my display photo I HAVE A BOYFRIEND fcuking shit still wanna message me ask me how I am now. Come on luh get a life I am not one of the girls you wanna find luh .
Does it matter anyway I don't even remember I know you. I have no idea who are you just stay out of my life and fcuk off!
Stupid bloody brainless barbarians make me spoil my image saying profanities.
This wouldn't even affect me and bb tomorrow we are going out.! Bloody shit
*Forgive me for this post friends.
♥Sherlicia signing off :)
8:14:00 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Life is still the same. Everyday doing the same things over and over..
wake up at 6am, prepare and leave home for work. Reach work sit there and register if no patient just sit and stare at the computer. Lunch time pack food and eat in the pantry. Then back to work sit down again.. 4.15 can log off computer and clock out.. that's my everyday.
I wonder if one day I'll grow super fat and have a big tummy!
Anyway it's really hard to meet up for a gathering luh. I msged 10 peeps asking them for a dinner. Only 2 replied saying they can. What ?????
I am s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s
1st anniversary is reaching, I thought of getting PSP for baby. BUT the thing is. I do not know a little bit about these electronic devices nor do I know which model to get and whatever china or which country it's from. I am so afraid i'll get cheated when i buy. Liping told me the IT fair will be on from 26-29nov she will be working there maybe i'll get bb to accompany me there to buy it!
Planning for a dinner at Vienna buffet hhe. Gonna b a good day. The thing is might not be able to celebrate it on the actual day itself as both of us had to work. I couldn't get that day leave. so might be on the 9th or 10th instead! Oh well nevermind as long as it's planned! :)
Something to share..
Do be filial to your parents, after all they were the ones that took care of you from you were born, having to wake up in the middle of the night to feed you.
having to worry about you getting into pre school. will you cry, will you get along with friends..
worry about when you get into secondary school will you get into bad company. will you get bullied in school. worried if they would earn enough money to give you pocket money.
Pocket money for you to watch movies with your friends, buy present for gf..
It's sad for me to see a true story I came across during work. This old lady was from the home for the aged. She was abandoned by her own children. They cheated her money and cheated her to sell the house. And they just dumped her. Leaving her alone..
She's old and needs certain medication for her health. She cries when she has no money to pay after seeing doctor. She has got nothing at all.. The ones that send her to see doctor was the volunteers.. Not her children..
Why does her children have to treat her like this after all she is their mother! This people should get their retribution that their own kids will in turn treat them this way as well..
♥Sherlicia signing off :)
7:48:00 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
HellloOOO
Im back, like FINALLY! hhe. Been sooo busy for the last few weeks settling down my shifting house stuff and getting used to new job also. N worse my comp just got fixed today!
This new job I can say it's not bad.. The environment is good and the MAJORITY of the people there is friendly.. except for the minorities... mean, not friendly.
oh well at least nw I have a fixed timing everyday I know when I will be free?
Oh well but the thing is, my friends are all not free? sooo difficult to get a gathering with them!
:(
Anyway, yesterday was suppose to be my last day at Swensens but I am not able to leave "peacefully"? Lol. XP They keep asking me to at least work 1 day in 2 weeks? Omg, might as well let me quit right. What's the purpose.. I don't wanna work at there during public holiday alright. Cause my current job doesn't need me to !
I really don't know how to tell them luh.
Oh yah something so atrocious in my new job that I'm surprised in. They need you to plan your annual leave 1 year in advance! OMG how would you know what will happen in the coming month and when do you need it? god. So no choice fix out birthdays, special days.. shitty days... lol.
I haven't been able to sleep well ever since I moved house. I would wake up in the middle of the night to pee? yah I know i know very rough of me to say that but it's true! I can wake up like 2am? 4am? 5am? argh! it's irritating me!
So I told myself not to drink water before bed. yes yesterday I didn't wake up to pee but I didn't know why I just wake up from my dreams at 3am????
What's happening I really need a good night sleep! I can't get interrupted half way thru! If not I'll get more sleepy. I have to wake up at 6am every morning for work. I can't afford to wake up in the middle and get sooo tired!!!
If anybody has got a good idea for a sweet night please tell me luh!
Im tired now have to go sleep already working tomorrow! :)
Take care all
♥Sherlicia signing off :)
9:27:00 PM
