Monday, November 30, 2009
Bb is now in Malaysia... Sometimes I admit when I browse thru certain stuff abt certain ppl I tend to get a little upset about it..
Bb always asked me not to go and look at em if not I will always get upset over it..
I was jus wondering, am I a person which is difficult to get along with? I can say that in my life I have nt found any true frens yet. Sometimes when I think they care abt me I think twice n realize that it wasn't so..
Yes I have my boyfriend with me, but can't I have a true fren too.. I treat certain ppl so good I think of them when I have any occasion on. But I felt that I never once had it back.
I am so tired of keep asking you all to go out or meet out already cos I felt that it's only on my side that I wanted to meet up.. I didn't feel the same way about you too.. I don't wanna b so thick skin it takes two hands to clap..
I know certain ppl may say that it was my own fault that whenever you asked me out I would have no time? But have u ever think whether when I asked if u cud go out u said no?
I'm really not feeling well emotionally.. I do not know when I'll find my true fren but lucky I have my guy by my side.
Or maybe I should just disappear and live my own life letting nobody to get in touch with me until you met me on the street one day?
Not that I have not try before.. Some of my frens would know..
I wanna private my blog one day n deactivate my fb..
I should just say serve me right shirley..
Just remember this
many people walk in and out of your life
Some may just be passerby leaving fainted footprints behind
Some may stay and warm your heart
So always remember as long as you still have your family and loved ones with you, you should be contented with what you have..
♥Sherlicia signing off :)
8:39:00 PM
